Ello everyone, sorry I haven't been active lately, school and no inspiration for drawing lately.
But things have been swimming in my head. Lots of things.
So school started. I now dread everyday, YOU WANNA KNOW WHY.
1. Ohio floats across my mind at least once every 20 minutes, most likely more. As Luke would say, "THIS IS ALL SO IRONIC" since I was looking over my previous journals, I was reading the ones that said I missed here.
I don't anymore. I miss there.
And this is why.
2.My day usually goes:
1 Period: Language Arts, boring, the girls at my table will talk about stuff and sing songs about people taking off their clothes. Girl 1 will always call Girl 2 high. Or on a sugar high. My teacher is two faces.
2 Period: Band, the period I once adored I now seem to dread the most. A lot of people quit, which leaves 19 of us. Most are flutes. Reagan is full of her self and keeps telling us what to do, "MAKE SURE YOU PLAY PINKY A GUYS". "WHEN IT SAYS CRESCENDO, CRESCENDO". Stuff like that, which sometimes I don't blame her because 3 other girls are AWFUL. She made up a song that goes, "I am the best (danananana) of all the flutes (danananana). Except for maybe, possibly Su, or Katrina". Cocky right? She didn't even include me in it because she doesn't like me (but I know I'm better than Katrina). We now have a student teacher here named Mr. D who counts out differently everytime, I disagree with what he's doing, and he keeps acting full of himself. While our real teacher, Mr. P seems to yell to much at us flutes for "not counting out" the second time we've seen this song. It's reciculous.
I can only talk about Reagan on here or Emma and Allie will jump down my throat.
3 Period: Science, also boring, no friends except Katrina, and the teacher gives off an "I don't like you" vibe.
4 Period: Social Studies, teacher is nice, but can sometimes have trouble controlling the class. I sit across the room from my only friends, and i'm surrounded by boys who i don't really talk to.
In the middle of this 4 period, we break for lunch. I've been having trouble here too. It seems my friendships with my friends Allie and Katie aren't growing, it just sometimes seems like they don't like me.
5 Period: Gym/Health. NO FRIENDS. Been forced to make new ones, and my new "friends" always want to "go in the back of the line so they can't kick" or skip out on excercises. When I actually want to run around and play! Other girl has been coming up to me when she's bored, saying, "hi, I'm boored". Her voice seems like she's pretending to be dumb, you know?
Hopefully I can survive Health. I gross out easily.
6 Period: Algebra. Boring, teacher keeps reading us some of Farenheight 451, which is totally un-math related. Teacher's nice.
So yeah, I just feel like I miss there. All my days have been bad. The kids at my school are too immodest (ex girls who wear shorts that barely cover their butts), cuss A TON. They're disrespectful.
Most times I feel as though i don;t have friends.
I have 1 class with Emma, that's it. Allie and Kaite seem overly sarcastic sometimes. My friendship with Katelyn has been more cautious (we got in a big fight because I thought she was too mean).
I just feel like I could disappear off the end of the earth sometimes and no one there would care.
I miss Ohio, a lot. I crosses my mind too many times.
Why can't we move back?
My dad. I've realized how much of a problem he seems.
He always seems vacant, he can't see past the end of his nose (OCD). He's stuck on the idea he'll gain weight in his 50's, and is underweight, which is bad because he;s constantly cold so he refuses to move anywhere else. He can't see why we want to be there.
I can.
The kids there are amazing, they're so into their faith. They have their priorities straight about LIFE. There are not a lot of bad eggs in the school. And I just feel that I'd be treated more importantly sometimes. I've never really experienced the seasons, especially heaps and heaps of snow.
That sounds good right now.
Playing in snow.
I've been emailing a lot of them lately and have befriended Bailey and Bryan (guy who I used to like). Bryan said the sweetest thing to me. Possibly ever.
"I just don't want any new kids unless you come back" ♥
I remember back then when I was extremely rude to everyone there.
Teasing Seth that his voice sounded that he was gay.
Fighting with Janelle.
And in the end we made up.
At the end of their apologies they would say, "I know you are a good person".
♥
So those have been my life problems.
Au revior.
- Mood:
Homesick - Listening to: Fuego - Cheetah Girls (Spanish)
- Reading: Alice in Wonderland
- Playing: Animal Crossing: WW
- Drinking: Water
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